I had a run-in on the street with the Law of God

As I was walking down the street I had a run-in with the Law of God. It was a thick, black, cloud of stench and darkness that enveloped me. Though dark, within it I could still discern demons and fallen angels and false religious leaders and teachers and tyrannous political leaders and their henchman, and family members even, and friends and strangers wagging the finger like Osama bin Laden. I could see this is why the Law of God was dark and had a bad stench. It was because of all these creatures in it that were making it that way.

As I continued to walk down the street I remembered what Jesus said in the Gospels: be awake, and love your enemy. So, right there, in real time, as I walked down the street, I said: here I am, here on this street, aware of myself on this street, and aware of my surroundings at the same time. It was a new state. I came out of a state of sleep walking with my mind full of mechanical thoughts and fantasies and negative imagination and made up conversations and resentments and a hundred other things that weren't in my control but were controlling me.

Then, as I looked at all the demons and fallen angels and all the various humans who were in their control, in the news at the government level, or that were involved in idolatry and trying to pull me into their various idolatries, and my own family members who would accuse and shame and mock me and wag the finger, moralizing and condemning and also friends and strangers who did this I followed Jesus' teaching and command to love my enemies. Practically speaking this made me no longer be in a state of identification with all of them. What does that mean? Imagine a cat looking at a mouse. Like it's hunting the mouse. That is a state of strong identification with the mouse. I drew back from that and, for instance, began to see all of them from a different perspective. Like from their perspective. It didn't mean I agreed with their behavior, but it freed me from being in their mental and emotional control.

When I did these two things, as I was walking down the street, the black cloud and its stench dissipated. It went away. In horror they all screamed, "No, no, no, no!!!" as they dissipated away. I remember thinking they're now going to be even more unhappy with me, and they'll try to get me back into their black cloud power if they can, and that I'll have to get better and better at being awake and loving my enemy, and that I was now in an ongoing war; but I thought to myself, this is how it has to be. Christianity is a warfare reality. At least as long as we are pilgrims in this world, not of this world. And I realized Jesus gave us instructions on how to carry out this warfare right in the Gospels, which establishment church and seminary types never speak of...because they are ignorant and unaware of the battle itself. They are among the finger waggers and worse...